I used to be depressed and feel disappointed in myself. Now when I feel depressed I work super hard to be as productive as possible and work on things that matter to me and I’m proud of myself but I hate everyone else.
it takes years to develop your craft. do not romanticize the idea of an ‘overnight success’. be a student. grow organically. get really good. hate your work. start over. find new ways to express the same ideas. the student becomes the master. your time will come.
me all weekend: I’m being so productive. I feel so good. I’m actively working toward my goals. I can live the lifestyle I want to live. 2019 is gonna be my bitch. I’m going to love myself and eat healthy and be the best version of myself.
me after one Monday: I want to die. Where’s the beer?